this came to me in a long and painful night It started as a spark; a random crash of two rocks. It then ignited a few wooden branches and weeds, burning timidly in the night. Later, it grew into logs piled on other logs burning softly together, finally warming a cold nocturnal heart. Then it became a passionate house fire that destroyed all that it found, a force of nature that consumed all what was and all what was meant to be. That gave way to a forest fire; a savage, uncontrolled, scorching inferno spouted by hell to prove it did not exist; a flaming monster that reached out of my heart set alight by her eyes and encircled heaven entire, bringing destruction to the divine and exploding the celestial vault into smithereens. The burning pieces of non-existent heaven dwindled to ashes that rained down on my life, obscuring her spectre and shaping the nightmare I had long dreaded to face, the same I knew was coming. The cinder incubus grew, unchecked, engulfing her with its horrid...
It's 2002. She makes a joke at my expense. I feel happy. I feel wanted . I feel needed . For once, I do not feel like an outlier, like a footnote on my family's history. My friends look at me expecting a reaction, but I can only manage to glance in her direction trying to steal a flash from those determined eyes I have come to admire so much. I get nothing. I think she is as nervous as I am, but she does not show it. It's 2023. I am sitting alone in a small flat trying to recall the elusive feeling of 21 long years prior and, to my surprise and grand delight, it is still here . It's 2002. The war that ravages the country feels closer to the cities now, and I am a member of the reserve army. There is a remote chance that I will be called upon to join the military. Fear runs through the community, and one day I find a letter in my grey backpack. It's from her. She has always been a better writer than I can ever hope to be, but this time I can feel her tremulous h...
Once the afternoon had vanished and with the fiery sun hidden, I found myself homebound at night with my heart and eyes wide open. With my mind and heart so engaged suddenly, a soul downtrodden came into view and held my sight with hope and warmth cruelly stolen. Stopping to help, so much we talked that shine fled by darkness driven. And on the sky above, how bright Moon and Love with beams unbroken!
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